Tuesday, 20 June 2023
Rates Of Passage
Two hundred years ago a trip across the Atlantic would have meant
over a month on a creaky, leaky sailing vessel
with no guarantees.
Young arrogant adventurers facing constant peril
One hundred and twenty years ago
My grandfather’s westward passage on a steamship
took five or six days
...Without return passage...
He was a young man leaving home
For the unknown
I am hurtling east across the great Atlantic in a cramped and sometimes shaky silver bullet.
This flight takes around six hours.
Unsure if the shrinking planet will survive
Another century At this rate.
Wednesday, 12 August 2020
Treasures
What a push/pull
pressure cooker day
everybody feeling
the squeeze
I can’t move
for the elephants
taking all
the comforts
values clashed,
considered
considered selling
my favourite posession
everything dear to me
is worth more
than can be paid
treasures to pass on
(March 1, 2014.)
Friday, 21 February 2020
Uh oh..... There Goes The Neighbourhood
Griffintown could be any neighbourhood at all
I’ve lived long enough to watch many communities fall
people moving up, people driven out
running from the renos and the condos and the wrecking ball
uh oh…..make way for the bobos
uh oh…..the champagne socialists
uh oh…..make way for those bourgeois bohemians
uh oh…..there goes the neighbourhood
immigrants and artists living side by side
eking out a living and preserving their cultural style
cleaning up their corner, their side of the street
filling up their space with personal and civic pride
uh oh…..make way for the bobos
uh oh…..the champagne socialists
uh oh…..make way for those bourgeois bohemians
uh oh…..there goes the neighbourhood
when the gentry comes, the rents will soar
all the local colour won’t be there any more
when the gentry comes is when the colour goes
you’ll still have a face, but you cut off your nose
immigrants and artists both have economic insecurity
so they move into neighbourhoods sick with urban decay
they defibrilate before it gets too late and
pull the neighbourhood out of obscurity
uh oh…..make way for the bobos
uh oh…..the champagne socialists
uh oh…..make way for those bourgeois bohemians
uh oh…..there goes the neighbourhood
then the vultures come and kick you out of your homes
as they buy up everything in sight
when the vultures come they’ll strip you downt to the bone
bleach you away and treat you like blight
I used to live in a place like this because the rents were cheap
I had to move because it sold and the rent got steep
to hell with artsy romance, it’s all about finance
what you get to skim you get to keep
uh oh…..make way for the bobos
uh oh…..the champagne socialists
uh oh…..make way for those bourgeois bohemians
uh oh…..there goes the neighbourhood
some yuppies moved here because the streets were cool and quaint
the yuppies got older and now…the same streets ain’t
their bourgois aspirations belied their intentions
and now the bar downstairs is closed due to their complaints
uh oh…..make way for the bobos
uh oh…..the champagne socialists
uh oh…..make way for those bourgeois bohemians
uh oh…..there goes the neighbourhood
when the gentry comes, the rents will soar
all the local colour won’t be there any more
when the gentry comes is when the colour goes
you’ll still have a face, but you cut off your nose
some motherfuckers bought up five whole city blocks
said they’d look after everyone, but that was a crock
with their lululementality they destroyed a community
now with impunity we see it’s true that money talks (and walks)
when the bobos come you’ll be on the run
from their phony pseudo psych mentality
when the bobos come you’ll be on the run
from their virtual spirituality
when th bobos come you’ll be on the run
from their actual banality
uh oh…..make way for the bobos
uh oh…..the champagne socialists
uh oh…..make way for those bourgeois bohemians
uh oh…..there goes the neighbourhood
Sunday, 28 July 2019
mid-summer
Fireflies flicker in the thicket at dusk
Winking in the warm breathless night
Little beacons luring mates or prey
Being neither, I delight in their display
I heard there were more this year
This evening bears that out
Sequins on the lawn
before the dew settles
A week of calm before
the Cicadas arrive to crow
The slow decline of summer
And the next turn of the page
My Heart Was Built For Breaking
Ian Hanchet
It's better to have a broken heart
than to have an unspoken part
To love in life is to do your part
So never stop believing
It's better to have loved and lost
Even at such a saline cost
than to cover up your heart in frost
Just because she's leaving
And even though it's aching
And to get through days I'm faking
It's love I still be making
This heart was built for breaking.
©2013 IGH
Saturday, 18 May 2019
Mum
There was nothing left
Before she left
Erosion stole her
And there was nothing
I could do for her
That birthed me
And fed
and sheltered
And comforted
And clothed
And listened
And held
And taught
And scolded
And worried
And most of all
Loved.
"Hush little baby
Don't you cry,
You know your mama
Was born to die....
All my trials, lord
Soon be over"
Before she left
Erosion stole her
And there was nothing
I could do for her
That birthed me
And fed
and sheltered
And comforted
And clothed
And listened
And held
And taught
And scolded
And worried
And most of all
Loved.
"Hush little baby
Don't you cry,
You know your mama
Was born to die....
All my trials, lord
Soon be over"
Sunday, 11 November 2018
There goes my home
Paradise is burning
It's been burning all day
Like the sacking of Rome
Or the burial of Pompeii
There goes my home
Like Hiroshima flattened
Or Atlantis drowned
Don't care how it happened
Gotta Get out of town
There goes my home
This boom town went bust
And The rats had already fled
In God We Trusted
And Now we're all dead
There goes my home
Everything's burned
burnedto the ground
everything’s lost,
there’s nothing to be found
There goes my home
There's more plagues to endure
There's no way to prepare
There's nothing to insure
The system is burnt bare
There goes my home
Friday, 20 July 2018
Mom
There was nothing left
Before she left
Erosion stole her
And there was nothing
I could do for her
That birthed me
And fed
and sheltered
And comforted
And clothed
And listened
And held
And taught
And scolded
And worried
And most of all
Loved.
"Hush little baby
Don't you cry,
You know your mama
Was born to die....
All my trials, lord
Soon be over"
(2017)
Wednesday, 27 September 2017
Not Today
Squadrons of geese
Flying in vees
Reminding me
That today is to be seized
Time to plan ahead
Thankful I’m not dead
Preparing for the glorious
Swatches to burst into view
Then the cold hard scents
Of rotting leaves and
Skeletal trees before the
Inevitable freeze.
Flock off birds.
Not today!
Sept 2016
Matter
For three weeks.
There.
On the road.
By the curb.
Where each day
thousands accelerate
onto the highway
She started out a cat.
Somebody's cat to miss
or
maybe feral,
missed by her own
She's a cat no more.
Matter.
My glimpse is just a blip on my trip
Each day there is less of her
Each day there is less of fur
One day there will be none.
No one stopped and scooped
"Not my job", we say
Pass by passively every day
Unnoticed
unwanted
uncaring
These words are all that's left
Of a life that didn't matter.
Friday, 21 July 2017
Lightning Bugs
Fireflies flicker in the thicket at dusk
Winking in the warm breathless night
Little beacons luring mates or prey
Being neither, I delight in their display
I heard there were more this year
This evening bears that out
Sequins on the lawn
before the dew settles
A week of calm before
the Cicadas arrive to crow
The slow decline of summer
And the next turn of the page
Wednesday, 17 May 2017
The Dream Keeper
Bring me all of your dreams, You dreamer,
Bring me all your Heart melodies (2x)
That I may wrap them
In a blue cloud-cloth
Away from the rough hewn fingers
Of the world.
bring me all of your hurts, you hurter
bring me all your festering wounds (2x)
that I may bind them
in cool white linen
away from the rough hewn fingers
of the world
bring me all of your fears you fearer,
bring me all your darkest nights (2x)
that I may wrap them
in my bosom
away from the rough hewn fingers
of the world
Bring me all of your dreams, You dreamer,
Bring me all your Heart melodies (2x)
That I may wrap them
In a blue cloud-cloth
Away from the rough hewn fingers
Of the world.
Ami Bmi7(b5) E7
Fma7......E7 Ami
song adapted from Langston Hughes poem.
Tea
Chilly fall day
After school
A craving for tea
Not chai
Not coffee
First tea in years
Sweetened
With maple
Syrup
Sitting in
The ancestral
chairs that
I inherited
And my dad
Inherited and
My kids
Will inherit
I think of
cribbage
And
Get Smart
Reruns
Fifteen two
Fifteen four
Fifteen six
And a pair
Is eight
One day
my mum
Forgot
How
I hope
I never
Forget
The Cough
Woke up coughing
Shortness of breath
Felt I was drowning
Felt closer to death
Nothing seemed to work
I was gasping for air
Hard to remain calm
With death hovering so near
I'm breathing easy now
The coughing's settled down
But afraid to close my eyes
In case I really drown
I'm not ready to go just yet
Death knocked at the wrong door
I'm counting all my blessings now
And wishing for many more
Cherry Squares
I made Cherry Squares today
The legendary recipe
(Doubled)
I only ate one (to test it of course)
Enough calorific value
To power a generator
Or keep me awake.
When we were kids
We could honk as many squares
As we could get away with
Avoiding my mom's wooden spoon
Flailing at us like some
Pathetic scarecrow
Doomed to failure.
I thought maybe the smell
Might bring her back
Or maybe the taste
Or the pride in seeing them disappear
Down the gullets of her loved ones.
Make this broken house a home again.
My mum is gone now, almost two years
And that's just her body.
She started leaving several years before that.
Her Cherry Squares (the legendary ones)
Aren't the same
Without her around.
Now I can eat as many as I want,
And I only had one. I only wanted one
A lot less fun. A lot less magic.
A wee bit tragic. No strategy to beat
The sentry. No sentry, free entry
There they sit in the fridge
Waiting to be coveted
Waiting to be fought over
Waiting to be honked
Nobody here to honk them
It said "guard with your life"
On the recipe
Maybe that's why i can't sleep.
My family is all apart now.
We come together for
Weddings and funerals
And talk on the phone
Less and less often.
Too busy.
"If you bake Cherry Squares, maybe they will come"
Pan of dreams.
Better stolen.
April 7, 2016.
For The Birds
If it weren't for the sound of morning birds
My waking in the suburbs
Might be just an ordinary day
The birds remind me that I can hear
And I can think and be thankful
For small mercies
Cardinals and robins,
Finch and chickadee
And mystery birds that
Only people in Tilley hats
And grandmothers can name
No mourning doves
Or mockingbirds today
Nor crows or squawking jay
A lone goose (probably silly)
In search of a V
Time to meet my day
And make the coffee
Lighter on my feet
Because I listened up.
Serenity
I love the silence
It lets the music shine through
You love my music
It's my gift from me to you
From me to you
Serenity
I love the peace of knowing
You're here with me
Being her with me
And knowing that we are free
We know our days are numbered
There's no time to waste
We've got to cherish every moment
Savour every taste
Every taste
Serenity
Some battles can't be fought
Some treasures can't be bought
We've already been taught
What's right and what is not
2016/07/01
Where Did The Words Go?
Where did the words go?
They trickle now
Where they used to flow
Where did the words go?
Damn the dam
That side door slam
That took my words away
The divining rod
Of the fresh and young
That showed me where
the spring had sprung
From dowsed to doused
Verbose to close
The Cat had got my tongue
It's not that I have nothing to say
Or that my passion has gone away
Mundane things get in the way
The trivia of day to day
A turn of phrase that caught my ear
Why did the words just disappear?
But look, the words are flowing here
The cool blue stream is deep and clear
Magically they just re-appear
So I dip my cup and drink
All is well
2016/07/02
Everybody Loved Nancy
Everybody loved Nancy
In a push me, pull you kind of way
Nobody ever knew her
Nobody ever came close
The loneliness of loose thoughts,
Random scenarios, and what ifs
Crushed her ruthlessly
Nobody ever cared
The pews were full
Everyone who didn't care
Caught unaware
Crying real tears on her grave
2016/08/04
Christmas Ornaments
My Ornaments are gone
Trifles that meant something
sometime, somewhere
....gone....
That tied me to tinsel memories
Of gathered pines and home
I left them on the curb of downsize divorce
I never missed them until just now
Four seasons into something new.
Her ornaments are testaments to
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