Tuesday, 20 June 2023

Rates Of Passage

Two hundred years ago a trip across the Atlantic would have meant over a month on a creaky, leaky sailing vessel with no guarantees. Young arrogant adventurers facing constant peril One hundred and twenty years ago My grandfather’s westward passage on a steamship took five or six days ...Without return passage... He was a young man leaving home For the unknown I am hurtling east across the great Atlantic in a cramped and sometimes shaky silver bullet. This flight takes around six hours. Unsure if the shrinking planet will survive Another century At this rate.

Wednesday, 12 August 2020

Treasures


What a push/pull

pressure cooker day

everybody feeling

the squeeze


I can’t move

for the elephants

taking all

the comforts


values clashed,

considered


considered selling

my favourite posession


everything dear to me

is worth more

than can be paid


treasures to pass on



(March 1, 2014.)

Friday, 21 February 2020

Uh oh..... There Goes The Neighbourhood

Griffintown could be any neighbourhood at all
I’ve lived long enough to watch many communities fall
people moving up, people driven out
running from the renos and the condos and the wrecking ball

uh oh…..make way for the bobos
uh oh…..the champagne socialists
uh oh…..make way for those bourgeois bohemians
uh oh…..there goes the neighbourhood

immigrants and artists living side by side 
eking out a living and preserving their cultural style
cleaning up their corner, their side of the street
filling up their space with personal and civic pride

uh oh…..make way for the bobos
uh oh…..the champagne socialists
uh oh…..make way for those bourgeois bohemians
uh oh…..there goes the neighbourhood

when the gentry comes, the rents will soar
all the local colour won’t be there any more
when the gentry comes is when the colour goes
you’ll still have a face, but you cut off your nose

immigrants and artists both have economic insecurity
so they move into neighbourhoods sick with urban decay
they defibrilate before it gets too late and
pull the neighbourhood out of obscurity

uh oh…..make way for the bobos
uh oh…..the champagne socialists
uh oh…..make way for those bourgeois bohemians
uh oh…..there goes the neighbourhood

then the vultures come and kick you out of your homes
as they buy up everything in sight
when the vultures come they’ll strip you downt to the bone
bleach you away and treat you like blight

I used to live in a place like this because the rents were cheap
I had to move because it sold and the rent got steep
to hell with artsy romance, it’s all about finance
what you get to skim you get to keep

uh oh…..make way for the bobos
uh oh…..the champagne socialists
uh oh…..make way for those bourgeois bohemians
uh oh…..there goes the neighbourhood

some yuppies moved here because the streets were cool and quaint
the yuppies got older and now…the same streets ain’t
their bourgois aspirations belied their intentions
and now the bar downstairs is closed due to their complaints

uh oh…..make way for the bobos
uh oh…..the champagne socialists
uh oh…..make way for those bourgeois bohemians
uh oh…..there goes the neighbourhood

when the gentry comes, the rents will soar
all the local colour won’t be there any more
when the gentry comes is when the colour goes
you’ll still have a face, but you cut off your nose

some motherfuckers bought up five whole city blocks
said they’d look after everyone, but that was a crock
with their lululementality they destroyed a community
now with impunity we see it’s true that money talks (and walks)

when the bobos come you’ll be on the run
from their phony pseudo psych mentality
when the bobos come you’ll be on the run
from their virtual spirituality
when th bobos come you’ll be on the run
from their actual banality

uh oh…..make way for the bobos
uh oh…..the champagne socialists
uh oh…..make way for those bourgeois bohemians
uh oh…..there goes the neighbourhood

Sunday, 28 July 2019

mid-summer


Fireflies flicker in the thicket at dusk
Winking in the warm breathless night
Little beacons luring mates or prey
Being neither, I delight in their display

I heard there were more this year
This evening bears that out
Sequins on the lawn 
before the dew settles

A week of calm before 
the Cicadas arrive to crow
The slow decline of summer
And the next turn of the page

My Heart Was Built For Breaking

Ian Hanchet

It's better to have a broken heart
than to have an unspoken part
To love in life is to do your part
So never stop believing

It's better to have loved and lost
Even at such a saline cost
than to cover up your heart in frost
Just because she's leaving

And even though it's aching
And to get through days I'm faking
It's love I still be making
This heart was built for breaking.

©2013 IGH

Saturday, 18 May 2019

Mum

There was nothing left
Before she left
Erosion stole her
And there was nothing
I could do for her
That birthed me 
And fed 
and sheltered
And comforted 
And clothed
And listened
And held
And taught
And scolded
And worried
And most of all
Loved.
"Hush little baby
Don't you cry,
You know your mama
Was born to die....
All my trials, lord
Soon be over"

Sunday, 11 November 2018

There goes my home


Paradise is burning
It's been burning all day
Like the sacking of Rome 
Or the burial of Pompeii

There goes my home

Like Hiroshima flattened
Or Atlantis drowned
Don't care how it happened
Gotta Get out of town

There goes my home

This boom town went bust
And The rats had already fled
In God We Trusted
And Now we're all dead

There goes my home

Everything's burned 
burnedto the ground
everything’s lost, 
there’s nothing to be found

There goes my home

There's more plagues to endure
There's no way to prepare
There's nothing to insure
The system is burnt bare

There goes my home

Friday, 20 July 2018

Mom


There was nothing left
Before she left
Erosion stole her
And there was nothing
I could do for her
That birthed me 
And fed 
and sheltered
And comforted 
And clothed
And listened
And held
And taught
And scolded
And worried
And most of all
Loved.
"Hush little baby
Don't you cry,
You know your mama
Was born to die....
All my trials, lord
Soon be over"
(2017)

Wednesday, 27 September 2017

Not Today

Squadrons of geese
Flying in vees
Reminding me 
That today is to be seized

Time to plan ahead
Thankful I’m not dead
Preparing for the glorious
Swatches to burst into view

Then the cold hard scents
Of rotting leaves and 
Skeletal trees before the 
Inevitable freeze.

Flock off birds.
Not today!


Sept 2016

Matter

For three weeks.
There.
On the road.
By the curb.
Where each day
thousands accelerate
onto the highway

She started out a cat.
Somebody's cat to miss
or 
maybe feral, 
missed by her own
She's a cat no more.

Matter.


My glimpse is just a blip on my trip
Each day there is less of her 
Each day there is less of fur 
One day there will be none.

No one stopped and scooped
"Not my job", we say
Pass by passively every day
Unnoticed 
unwanted 
uncaring
These words are all that's left
Of a life that didn't matter.


Friday, 21 July 2017

Lightning Bugs

Fireflies flicker in the thicket at dusk
Winking in the warm breathless night
Little beacons luring mates or prey
Being neither, I delight in their display

I heard there were more this year
This evening bears that out
Sequins on the lawn 
before the dew settles

A week of calm before 
the Cicadas arrive to crow
The slow decline of summer

And the next turn of the page

Wednesday, 17 May 2017

The Dream Keeper

Bring me all of your dreams, You dreamer,
Bring me all your Heart melodies (2x)

That I may wrap them
In a blue cloud-cloth
Away from the rough hewn fingers
Of the world.

bring me all of your hurts, you hurter
bring me all your festering wounds  (2x)

that I may bind them
in cool white linen
away from the rough hewn fingers
of the world

bring me all of your fears you fearer,
bring me all your darkest nights (2x)

that I may wrap them 
in my bosom
away from the rough hewn fingers
of the world

Bring me all of your dreams, You dreamer,
Bring me all your Heart melodies (2x)

That I may wrap them
In a blue cloud-cloth
Away from the rough hewn fingers

Of the world.

Ami Bmi7(b5) E7

Fma7......E7    Ami

song adapted from Langston Hughes poem.

Tea

Chilly fall day
After school

A craving for tea
Not chai
Not coffee
First tea in years
Sweetened 
With maple
Syrup

Sitting in 
The ancestral 
chairs that
I inherited
And my dad
Inherited and
My kids
Will inherit

I think of 
cribbage
And 
Get Smart
Reruns

Fifteen two
Fifteen four 
Fifteen six
And a pair
Is eight

One day
my mum
Forgot

How

I hope
I never
Forget



The Cough

Woke up coughing
Shortness of breath
Felt I was drowning
Felt closer to death

Nothing seemed to work
I was gasping for air
Hard to remain calm
With death hovering so near

I'm breathing easy now
The coughing's settled down
But afraid to close my eyes
In case I really drown

I'm not ready to go just yet
Death knocked at the wrong door
I'm counting all my blessings now

And wishing for many more

Cherry Squares

I made Cherry Squares today
The legendary recipe
(Doubled) 

I only ate one (to test it of course)
Enough calorific value 
To power a generator
Or keep me awake.

When we were kids
We could honk as many squares
As we could get away with 
Avoiding my mom's wooden spoon 
Flailing at us like some 
Pathetic scarecrow
Doomed to failure.

I thought maybe the smell
Might bring her back
Or maybe the taste
Or the pride in seeing them disappear
Down the gullets of her loved ones.

Make this broken house a home again. 
My mum is gone now, almost two years
And that's just her body. 
She started leaving several years before that.

Her Cherry Squares (the legendary ones)
Aren't the same 
Without her around.
Now I can eat as many as I want,
And I only had one. I only wanted one
A lot less fun. A lot less magic.
A wee bit tragic. No strategy to beat
The sentry. No sentry, free entry

There they sit in the fridge
Waiting to be coveted
Waiting to be fought over
Waiting to be honked
Nobody here to honk them

It said "guard with your life"
On the recipe
Maybe that's why i can't sleep.

My family is all apart now. 
We come together for
Weddings and funerals
And talk on the phone
Less and less often. 
Too busy.

"If you bake Cherry Squares, maybe they will come"
Pan of dreams.

Better stolen.

April 7, 2016.

For The Birds

If it weren't for the sound of morning birds
My waking in the suburbs
Might be just an ordinary day

The birds remind me that I can hear
And I can think and be thankful
For small mercies

Cardinals and robins,
Finch and chickadee
And mystery birds that
Only people in Tilley hats 
And grandmothers can name

No mourning doves
Or mockingbirds today
Nor crows or squawking jay
A lone goose (probably silly)
In search of a V

Time to meet my day
And make the coffee
Lighter on my feet
Because I listened up.


Serenity

I love the silence
It lets the music shine through
You love my music
It's my gift from me to you
From me to you

Serenity

I love the peace of knowing
You're here with me
Being her with me
And knowing that we are free

We know our days are numbered
There's no time to waste
We've got to cherish every moment
Savour every taste
Every taste

Serenity

Some battles can't be fought
Some treasures can't be bought
We've already been taught

What's right and what is not

2016/07/01

Where Did The Words Go?

Where did the words go?
They trickle now
Where they used to flow
Where did the words go?

Damn the dam
That side door slam
That took my words away

The divining rod
Of the fresh and young
That showed me where
the spring had sprung

From dowsed to doused
Verbose to close
The Cat had got my tongue

It's not that I have nothing to say
Or that my passion has gone away
Mundane things get in the way
The trivia of day to day

A turn of phrase that caught my ear
Why did the words just disappear?
But look, the words are flowing here
The cool blue stream is deep and clear
Magically they just re-appear 
So I dip my cup and drink
All is well


2016/07/02

Everybody Loved Nancy

Everybody loved Nancy
In a push me, pull you kind of way
Nobody ever knew her
Nobody ever came close

The loneliness of loose thoughts,
Random scenarios, and what ifs
Crushed her ruthlessly
Nobody ever cared 

The pews were full 
Everyone who didn't care
Caught unaware
Crying real tears on her grave


2016/08/04

Christmas Ornaments

My Ornaments are gone 
Trifles that meant something 
sometime, somewhere
....gone....
That tied me to tinsel memories
Of gathered pines and home
I left them on the curb of downsize divorce
I never missed them until just now
Four seasons into something new.
Her ornaments are testaments to