Fool

I may be a fool
To want you so
But I'd be a bigger fool
To let you go

To find that elusive
Pot of gold
At the end of a rainbow
Before we're too old

To be that conclusive
To be this sure
It's so clear to me
It must be pure

Truth and beauty
My life's pursuit
From the root to the trunk 
To the branch to the fruit

Sharing Sharon

 
Harsh words,
Tears,
Confusion

Fence rail,
Fears,
Division

Unfair,
Unclear,
Decision

Right, wrong
Love song
Invasion

Unsure
Pressure
Invitation

I Won't quit!
We fit!
Face it!
Solution!

I'd Stop, Cold

If I were to have to stop
seeing you, I'd stop. Cold.
Not because I didn't love you,
but because I did.

I wouldn't want to prevent
you from seeing 
and loving another
One hundred percent

To keep some part of me
back thinking what might
have been, what may be again
An illusion, a delusion
A co-dependent collusion 

Investing in a past dance
is not giving the present
or the future romance
A fighting chance.

Sad and Lonely

Sad and lonely in a
cold house
I'm not with anybody
Am I with nobody?
Am I a nobody?
The somebody I want 
To be my one body

I'm with me at least
Only me, sans beast
My heart is beating
To say the least

Hi I. I miss you already. 
Don't mind me too much... 
I am a worry wort 
and a tad negative (ha!) 
when tired and /or stressed. 
The evening was wonderful. 
I look forward to the difficulties 
being well behind us 
so that we can enjoy 
each other's company 
without distraction. 
I feel so loved by you: 
safe and comforted in your arms, 
cherished by the intensity of your gaze. 
You are a very special man. 
Sleep peacefully tonight 
and trust that you are loved too. 

Hard To Believe

Hard to believe
this bond so tight
Hard to believe
that you don't
think it's right
Hard to believe
that you're always right.

Sometimes
It's hard for me
to admit
what's on my mind.
I find myself wanting 
to hide my fears
to flinch away from the blow
I think is coming.
Wishing to mold you into
someone you are not
I'm learning that love 
means accepting
All of who you've got.

Diversion, evasion
Inversion, invasion
Diffusion, Solution

Beauty

I  know  what  I see

This is not just flattery
But Who you are to me
Not who I want you to be
But who you are truly
Is the epitome
Of beauty, beauty, beauty
Set us free

Nothing Lasts Forever

No such thing as never
Nothing lasts forever
Things that sound so clever
But never ever 
mean a thing
In the present

Today is all we have
But today 
might be a dream
A dream that never 
lasts forever