Dating Fatigue

I got Dating fatigue
People outa my league
Three times a day
I've been peeled down to the core

Her ad  was twenty years younger
And two thousand packs before
She was twitching while we talked
My eye was on the door

There were Some down right exotic
And Others plain neurotic
Some more came off erotic
But I've been through that before


Some just wanta text me
Some just wanta sex me
This window shopping wrecks me
I can't take it any more

I want to read read a hefty book
I want to eat what I can cook
So tired of being mr. Look
At the digital singles store

Ok Cupid whatcha got
Plenty of fish
Look at what I  caught
She's gentle, smart and kinda hot
Don't need a profile any more

Musical Houses

Trying not
To get lost in
the chaos of
musical houses and
angry spouses.

Been there, Done That

You say you've been there, done that
But really, where have you been?
You've got a drawer full of t-shirts
But were you ever there at all?

You say you've heard this song before
But what did you hear?
You've got a mouth full of words
Was there any song at all?

You say you've ordered this before
But What did you taste?
What do you remember
Eating in a hurry, what a waste

You tell me you were taught it
But I don't think it was learned
Or maybe you forgot it
'Cause you keep on getting burned

You've seen it all, you've done it all
You've got the pictures on the wall
Europe at a glance
You've seen it all, you've done it all
You've got the pictures on the wall
But you forgot to dance

Thought you heard but were you listening?
thought you saw but you weren't there
You ate, you chewed, you swallowed
Thought you led, but really followed
I see through you cause you're hollow
You can stuff your souvenirs

Walking dead walking dead
Is there anything at all inside your head?
Walking dead, walking dead
Think you lead, but too easily led.

Demons Away

Demons away
Don't Interfere
Get out of the way
We don't need you here

Demons away
Casting your doubt
Within and  without
Obscuring what's clear
Out out ... out out

Demons away
We've bridges to burn
And dragons to slay
We don't need your fear
Go away... go away

Demons away
Let me demonstrate
that the monsters are fake
You might think they're real
But they're not ...they're not

Demons away
To never resurface
They just  interfere
They serve no real purpose

Demons away

There Is No "plan B "

There is no "plan B"
There never was
I am where I want to be
I'll be here tomorrow

I don't go half way
I don't hold back
What you see is
What you get

It's all "plan A" on
My planet

Bruised

Bruised feelings
all too much for me
Trying to cope
To be who
I want  to be

Where is she?

Overwhelmed
By so much duty
It makes me
Want to hide

Where is she?

It's in my voice
It's in my face
Left alone
So  much to face

Where is she?

She is my princess
All I have ever wanted
I  chose her and
She chose me

Where is she?

Trying times

Trying times
Times trying

Trying not to make
A temporal mistake

Trying to make up
For lost time

Time to try to
Find the time

Time trials

Time apart
Aching heart

Not forever,
My here and now
Is lacking
Somehow

Disambiguation

Disambiguation

My bed is not inviting
The riot in my head
Is too inciting
Instead of sleep
I'm furiously writing

The slab of dread
of nails 
i've tossed and turned
I've lost and learned
Been crossed and burned

Now just an hour
From alarming
All thoughts
Amplified to
Screeching
Feedback heights

No rest for the wicked
Know best where to stick it
No rest for the weary
My eyes sore and bleary

My spirit is infected,
Etched, and scarred
I never expected
Release to be so hard

And now i share
My hopes and fears
Laid bare
My biggest fear
There's nothing there
My biggest fear
There's nothing here
Nothing to fear
Nothing to wear

Dawn is breaking
Everything is aching
Nothing is making
Sense

Putting on the face
Of brave to face
The transitory
Bleakness
This transitory
Weakness
Undetected
Unexpected
Undirected

Feets don't fail me now

Above All Imaginings

you give
And
You live
And
you live

And
Your life
Takes
A shape

If you're lucky

A balance

So lucky to
Have talents

My Mayan
Rebirth
Like the
dawning
Of earth

The lava
of love
Erupting
Eroding
and
Sculpting

Powerful
Above
All
Imaginings

Another Lonely Night

Another lonely night
In beds apart
In worlds apart
You're out of sight
But in my heart

The chores on chores
Keep things at bay
Leave things to say
To love some more
Another day

I try to rest
In cold cold sheets
Without your heat
Your heaving breast
In your cold bed

By dawn so cozy
Curled up womb
Crisp out there
A naked room

Decades Trying

Decades
trying
Bled
the passion
Out of me

Sucked away
The fire

The Status Quo
of goals unmet
of oaths forgotten,
souls ignored
What did you expect

What's yours Is yours
What's mine  was yours
But now
What's mine is mine

My life
My passion
My fire
My goals
My soul's
Set free,

Beyond The Blue Horizon

Sweet wet kisses last so long
Warmer hugs, so close, so strong
She already misses me
Before I'm gone
And I miss her too as I disappear
Beyond the blue horizon

One day our hours will be ours
We will converge And merge
Beyond the stars
Where nothing else matters
And no one else exists
Beyond The blue Horizon