Sunday 5 February 2017

Darkness Spewing

I’m sick to death
of death and dying
sick of tears, sick of crying
darkest days of 
dark November
urged to feel
and to remember

darkness spewing from my pen
ring around the roses
…..again….
I’m tired of grieving,
sick of complaining
Of disbelieving and
no-one explaining
sick of this sky
it’s always raining
there used to be a moon, 
And now it’s waning

darkness rings from my guitar
this is what we’ve got
…so far…..
there’s crimes of gender
crimes of race
wrapped in the flag
such a disgrace
where’s do unto others?
and talking face to face?
you left me behind
I can’t follow this pace

darkness spewing from my mouth
lynching, flinching, happening
…down south….

under the radar and
under the sheets
too many losses,
so many defeats
bombs in the cities 
pounding up the streets
all we ever wanted was to
rest in peace

sick of second guessing
tired of being afraid
sick of learning lessons
tired of failing grades
I’m sick to death 
of death and dying
sick of life
sick of trying

darkness spewing very bleak
not so bad when you hear

…..me speak….

Nov 13, 2016

Who Can I Call Now

Three urgent messages
What could be worse?
They always said of love
Someone always leaves first

two short words
there goes my universe
Your heart gave out
My heart just burst

Who can I call now?
Danny knew everything
Who can I call now?
Danny was always there

Who can I call now?
He was my first call 
who can I call now?
he could spin silk

who can I call now?
who can divert me?
who can I call now?
why’d you desert me?

With news good or bad
Any time of night or day
He never let me down
He never pushed me away 

Who can I call now?
Danny's gone


Oct 23d 2016

Loot

Sometimes you shake a tree
To get fruit
But the fruit is easily bruised
Unless you catch it

Sometimes you have to dig
To find loot
That was squirrelled away
For some other rainy day

Sometimes you just need to hold hands
And breathe each other's breath
To understand and see

Without shaking any tree.

Boots



Ears strain in vain
for faint familiar tread
hatred reared it’s ugly head 
hearts ripped raw
heave sobs instead

empty boots 
that never trod 
on holy ground
side by side 
they make no sound

humble men
killed and stilled 
leave ready boots
never again 
to be filled

I see my father’s boots
and those are my teacher’s shoes
I see my brother’s boots
my friend’s and lover’s
stranger’s too 


I see my boots